I’m completely insane. I came home from a twelve hour shift and read The Shinning on the bike for an hour because I feel like a fat ass. I did this while smoking Newports and drinking Jim Beam and Diet Coke because I feel pathetic at my job. I finally hopped off the bike because I felt it would be wise to compose a letter to the CEO of our company. I figure it can’t hurt once your career is threatened by your director for refusing to do something you’re unwilling to do. My life is my John Doe.