I’m working on my book once again, and I have all of you to thank for it. This book and my website have been a work in progress for over fifteen years. Only three years of that has been spent of writing and production. Prior to that was devoted to my self loathing and doubt. Both of which always managed to convince me to quit kidding myself.
Each time, I shut everything down. For the first time in my life, I actually question the voices who tell me to shut all of this down. There are over ninety of you who wish to see where this trainwrek ends up. I meet new spectators everyday. You’re praise keeps me going, but I can’t help but wonder if you’re just praying for the show of my demise.