I’ve spent the last year terrified of my job and my life. The partner just backed out of one of his commitments. I can’t fault him because of the new opportunity he has acquired for his development. However, I am not stupid or a victim. This is a reminder that our selfishness and self preservation will always come out on top. Everything else will always be second. I need to remember to put myself first. Because, no one else will if I don’t.